i really cannot find the time or motivation to write anything down these days. time is moving so fast, yet im stuck in the same place over and over again, like everyday is on repeat, yet i have no time to do anything.
im saving money, money is hard to save. i must deprive myself of every luxury, even redbull or coffee, eww now im sounding like a spoiled brat. but these are the things you get used to that are hard to break. frugality is simple, yet boring, and sad.
they say money cant buy happiness, which in some cases is true, but to a poor person, giving them a million dollars would bring them hapiness, money can lift your mood, that is a for sure.
im a materialistic person, so trying to save is like stabbing me in the heart and handing it to me on a plate.
the bright side of things? im not buying useless junk that eventually ends up in a plastic bag somewhere in my room, car or storage.
im irritating myself, writing this.
xo.
stay golden.
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