im the new cancer, never looked better, you cant stand it.

theres a lot of things i wish i could quit. i could quit most things i try to, its a state of mind, but the one thing i cant quit, is killing me more and more everyday.

i dont know when we got here, or when i got here, because apparently i am here alone.

i expect the world from you, dont know why. but i should expect the world from you, because from the start youve slowly been giving me the world, one day at a time.

i cant go a day without you, ive tried. everyday without you is missing a big chunk.

everyday with you is filled with smiles and laughs. trying to fight back a smile when i get upset and you know exactly whats wrong and how to fix it.

so how do you live up to these expectations? because lately your not. you try your hardest but theres limitations to us. and honestly im tired of it, i want you all the time. i dont wanna have to pretend this is nothing, but clearly its too much right now and too soon.

your the hardest addiction to quit.