why is it that i make time for everyone? i have a million things to do with my day but if someone says "do you have time" i always find a way to make time for whatever it is. And just because i make time for everyone doesnt mean everyone, or even anyone makes time for me? its not until i stopped making time for someone recently that i realized they dont make time for me. maybe theyve never made time for me, maybe it was me the whole time trying to make time for us. or anybe they did make time before but theyve stopped now. it took me stopping the planning, stopping the good morning texts, stopping waiting for the calls and then giving in and calling for me to realize it wasnt working both ways.
its not that im unhappy that they arent making time either. i just miss it when its gone. i miss the phone calls and knowing how they are. I miss not expecting to hear from them, because at one point in the day i would, because i would break down and call him to say hi. i miss the calls just to say "hi"
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